{"id":324,"date":"2024-05-11T14:35:57","date_gmt":"2024-05-11T14:35:57","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/demosites.royal-elementor-addons.com\/church-v1\/?p=324"},"modified":"2025-09-03T13:03:48","modified_gmt":"2025-09-03T13:03:48","slug":"ahmets-testimony","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/nasraniler.org\/en\/2024\/05\/11\/ahmets-testimony\/","title":{"rendered":"Ahmet's Testimony"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Ahmet's Testimony<\/h2>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t
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I, Ahmet, the most pious son of a Muslim family, have always been interested in religious knowledge. I used to pray and fast from a very young age. I don't know why, but I have always felt the love of Allah in my heart. My love for Allah was always alive in my heart. So I started reading religious books from a young age to know Allah better, and as I grew older and more knowledgeable, my love for Allah and the Prophet Muhammad became known to everyone.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0 \u00a0People who knew me always used to joke that \u201cHodja is here\u201d. But these jokes started to come true day by day. After attending a Qur'an course at the mosque during the summer months, the imam soon assigned me to give Qur'an lessons to younger children.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0 In my high school years, I started to join the Readers branch of the Nur Community through a friend of mine. Day by day, I was not only knowing Islam, but I was deepening in Islam by practicing what I knew. One day, while reading the Turkish translation of the Holy Qur'an, the verses about Christians caught my attention. As a result of my research on Christianity and Jesus Christ, I chose to take on the task of going to Christians and preaching Islam. There were no Christians around me, and the only information I had about Christianity was the Islamic sources I had read. So when I found out that a free Bible was being offered on the website kutsalkitap.org to learn more about Christianity, I immediately filled out the form and requested it. Soon after, I received the Bible and then I had the opportunity to meet and chat with Christians. I was worried that if I told them that I wanted to convert them to Islam, they would not want to meet me, so I told them that I was researching and that I only wanted to attend their worship and conversations. From then on, I started to go to church, do research and occasionally preach Islam without making my intentions too obvious. After a while, I realized that all we knew about Christianity was hearsay. The Christianity we were told about in schools and mosques was quite different from the Christianity I saw in the church. Everything was not as we were told. I was very worried about them going to hell because I had a deep love for them from my childhood, and I was trying to preach Islam as much as I could, saying that my duty was to tell them the truth.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0 \u00a0But after a while, as I got older, I realized that I also needed to be saved from hell. I was praying, fasting, reading and teaching the Holy Qur'an, I was doing many good deeds, but I also had a lot of sins. In order to get rid of these sins, I was clinging to my religion more and more, and for a while it was going well, but after a while everything was getting worse. After 3 years of preaching Islam to Christians, I realized that I am really a sinner and I am heading towards hell. I was so sure of the reality of the eternal world that the thought of this world being temporary and facing death at any moment scared me so much. After all, we are here today and gone tomorrow, who can guarantee that after death they will go to heaven? So I started praying day and night for Allah to forgive me and save me from hell and take me to paradise. I was also paying close attention to all my religious obligations and asking for forgiveness. But the more I embraced Islam, the more I felt that I was sinking. What I had learned in the congregation and what was taught in the mosques made me realize how difficult it was to get out.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0 \u00a0I could clearly feel that I was no longer at peace, I had accepted that I was lost in the darkness and I was running out of strength. So what will happen, I thought, will it always be like this? How will I get out of it? It was painful for me to even breathe anymore. I was afraid that if I continued like this, I would lose my mind. But suicide seemed like a solution for me because I knew I couldn't live like this anymore, but I was holding myself back because if I committed suicide, I would go to hell for eternity. Still, I didn't know how much more I could endure with this inner unrest and pain.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0 \u00a0In the meantime, I was still going to church and telling the people there how much peace I had found in Islam, but when I came home, I was witnessing that what I was saying was far from the truth. Nevertheless, when I went to Christians, I was impressed by the fact that they kept telling me that if I believed in Jesus Christ, I could earn Allah's approval, that I could go to heaven forever through Jesus Christ. I wondered how people of this corrupt faith could speak with such certainty when we, who are the last religion and the true religion, could not be so sure where we were going. I always refused their invitations because I thought that if I became a Christian I would definitely not go to heaven. But one day as I was walking in pain I could not stand it any longer and said, \u2018What have I got left to lose? I am sure I cannot be saved anymore. I'm going to accept the offer of these Christians and when I see that it doesn't work, I'm going to end my meaningless life\u2019. Because I just wanted to try it, and after I tried it, I would be completely estranged from God and there would be no reason for me to live anymore.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0 \u00a0As I was walking down the road I said to myself, \u2018Jesus, I accept you as my savior\u2019... After a few seconds something started happening, I couldn't understand what it was. From that moment on the peace that I needed so badly in my life started pouring into my heart like a waterfall. I didn't know what it was, but I liked these feelings so much that I started walking for hours in the city where I lived. I was walking from one place to another until the middle of the night, and even though it was raining in the evening, I was still walking with the happiness of these feelings. I was in shock. How was this possible? How could something I had never believed in give me such peace? Could a belief that my mind had a hard time accepting be true? Based on what I was feeling, yes, it was real, but it was hard to accept. So the next day my mind fought with my heart and I started to think that what I was doing was absurd. I said the word of martyrdom and immediately became a Muslim. I don't know why, but at that moment I was again filled with restlessness, gloom, hopelessness and darkness. When I felt that I could not cope with it, I immediately called out to Jesus again and asked him to save me, and whether I asked for help or not, my heart was filled with joy and peace again.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0 \u00a0It was very difficult for me to make that decision, so I went through this back and forth several times that day and the same thing happened every time. The next day it was the same thing, the next day it was the same thing. During that week I became a Muslim and a Christian, not knowing what to do because of this difference I was experiencing. I couldn't make sense of what I was going through, so I kept it a secret until my sister came to me and told me that she had a dream about me. My sister came to me when I was alone and told me that she had a dream in which there were two long tables and many people were sitting and eating at these tables. We were sitting at one of the tables as a family when a loud voice said \u2018Christians and Muslims should be separated\u2019 and I got up from my family and sat at the Christian table. After he told me about his dream, my blood ran cold, and while I was trying to hide it, my sister came and told me that she had seen everything in her dream. When I gathered my courage and asked her when she had this dream, she said it was a week ago and I was really worried. But I looked at her and said, \u2018God has shown you what happened, I don't know why, but I find peace in Jesus Christ. I really don't understand, maybe I have to stay like this for a short time. After many years, maybe He will make me become a Muslim again, but for now I need to follow Jesus Christ\u2019 and I told my sister that I accepted Jesus Christ as my savior. It must have been the effect of the dream, because my sister, although very religious, did not react negatively at all and anxiously accepted my decision and said, \u201cThere is a good in everything\u201d.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0 \u00a0Everything started after that week. My peace of mind, which I thought would disappear for a few days, was increasing day by day, not disappearing, but never diminishing. I started to read the Bible again, this time with determination, and I continued to read the Torah and the Psalms over and over again, and then I started to study the Holy Quran again, and I realized that even in the Holy Quran, Jesus stands in a very different place from the other prophets. But there were still questions in my mind that I could not understand. Was the Torah, the Psalms, the Bible really not changed? Was the spirit inside Jesus really Allah, as Christians say? How can the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit be one God? Many questions like these were constantly plaguing my mind. I was asking these questions to everyone in the church, and they were giving their own answers, but they were not satisfying me at all. A sister from the church said to me, \u201cWhy do you always ask us? Why don't you ask the one who sent these books? He will give you the best answer.\u201d I realized that I had never prayed before to help me understand these questions. From that day on, every day I would say, \u201cGod, I want to know Your way, I ask people, but their answers do not satisfy me. Show me which one is your way, which one is your truth.\u201d I thought I would understand everything at once, but I continued to pray like this every day for exactly 3 months. And finally, I don't know how it happened, but it was as if there was a veil in my mind and that veil was suddenly lifted, so I started to find the answer to every question I was wondering, trying to understand. After discovering the answer to every question in my mind, I was ready to accept Jesus Christ as my savior, not only with my heart but also with my whole mind. Years have passed since then and the peace I have received from Jesus Christ has never diminished but has increased immensely. With the salvation provided by Jesus Christ, I no longer have the fear of losing my mind, nor the fear of committing suicide... Now I know that God loves me and that what is written in the Bible is true. That is why I have been reading the Bible tirelessly for years and why I encourage everyone to do so. And the more I discover how true everything in the Bible is throughout my life of faith, the more peace I feel...<\/span><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t

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\u201cPeace I leave with you, my peace I give you.
I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not be troubled and do not be afraid.\u201d<\/em>
(Bible, John 4:13)<\/em><\/p>\n

\u201cThe water that I will give you will be a spring of water springing up to everlasting life.\u201d
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Ahmet\u2019in Tan\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131 M\u00fcsl\u00fcman bir ailenin en dindar evlad\u0131 olan ben Ahmet, oldum olas\u0131 dini bilgilere her zaman merakl\u0131yd\u0131m. Daha \u00e7ocuk ya\u015ftan itibaren namaz k\u0131lar, oru\u00e7 tutmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m. Nedendir bilmiyorum ama Allah\u2019\u0131n sevgisini her zaman y\u00fcre\u011fimde hissetmi\u015fimdir. Allah\u2019a olan sevgim hep y\u00fcre\u011fimde canl\u0131yd\u0131. Bu y\u00fczden Allah\u2019\u0131 daha iyi bilmek i\u00e7in k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ya\u015ftan itibaren dini kitaplar okumaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Bu \u015fekilde b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fck\u00e7e, ilmim artt\u0131k\u00e7a Allah\u2019a ve Hz. Muhammed\u2019e olan sevgim de herkes taraf\u0131nda biliniyordu. \u00a0 \u00a0Beni tan\u0131yanlar her zaman \u201cHoca geldi\u201d diye espri yapard\u0131. Ama bu espriler, g\u00fcn ge\u00e7tik\u00e7e ger\u00e7ek olmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Yaz aylar\u0131nda Cami\u2019de Kur\u2019an-\u0131 Kerim kursuna gittikten sonra imam, k\u0131sa s\u00fcre sonra benden k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcklere Kur\u2019an dersi vermem i\u00e7in beni g\u00f6revlendirmi\u015fti. \u00a0 Lise y\u0131llar\u0131mda ise bir arkada\u015f\u0131m vas\u0131tas\u0131yla Nur Cemaatinin Okuyucular me\u015frebine kat\u0131lmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. G\u00fcn ge\u00e7tik\u00e7e \u0130slam\u2019\u0131 sadece bilmekle kalmay\u0131p bildiklerimi amel ederek her ge\u00e7en g\u00fcn \u0130slam\u2019da derinle\u015fiyordum. Bir g\u00fcn Kur\u2019an-\u0131 Kerim\u2019in T\u00fcrk\u00e7e mealini okurken Hristiyanlar hakk\u0131nda yaz\u0131lan ayetler \u00e7ok dikkatimi \u00e7ekmi\u015fti. Hristiyanl\u0131k ve Hz. \u0130sa hakk\u0131nda ara\u015ft\u0131rmalar\u0131m\u0131n sonucu Hristiyanlara gidip \u0130slam\u2019\u0131 tebli\u011f etme vazifesini \u00fcstlenmeyi se\u00e7tim. Etraf\u0131mda hi\u00e7 Hristiyan yoktu, Hristiyanl\u0131k hakk\u0131nda sadece okudu\u011fum \u0130slam\u00ee kaynaklardan ibaretti. Bu y\u00fczden Hristiyanl\u0131k hakk\u0131nda daha \u00e7ok \u00f6\u011frenmek i\u00e7in kutsalkitap.org sitesinden \u00fccretsiz \u0130ncil verildi\u011fini \u00f6\u011frenince hemen formu doldurup talep ettim. K\u0131sa s\u00fcre sonra da elime \u0130ncil ula\u015ft\u0131 ve ard\u0131ndan Hrsitiyanlarla tan\u0131\u015fma, sohbet etme f\u0131rsat\u0131 buldum. Onlar\u0131 M\u00fcsl\u00fcman yapmak istedi\u011fimi belirtirsem benimle g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmek istemezler endi\u015fesiyle \u2018Ara\u015ft\u0131rmakta oldu\u011fumu ve yaln\u0131zca ibadetlerine, sohbetlerine kat\u0131lmak istedi\u011fimi\u2019 belirttim. O zamandan itibaren s\u00fcrekli kiliseye gidip ara\u015ft\u0131rmalar yapmaya ve ara ara niyetimi \u00e7ok belli etmeden \u0130slam\u2019\u0131 tebli\u011f etmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. Bir vakit sonra fark ettim ki asl\u0131nda Hrsitiyanl\u0131k hakk\u0131nda t\u00fcm bildiklerimiz tamamen kulaktan dolma bilgilermi\u015f. Okullarda, camilerde bize anlat\u0131lan Hristiyanl\u0131kla kilisede g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm Hristiyanl\u0131k olduk\u00e7a farkl\u0131yd\u0131. Her \u015fey bize anlat\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi de\u011fildi. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmden itibaren onlara kar\u015f\u0131 derin bir sevgi besledi\u011fim i\u00e7in onlar\u0131n cehenneme gitmesinden dolay\u0131 \u00e7ok endi\u015fe ediyordum, benim g\u00f6revim onlara hakikati anlatmakt\u0131r diyerek elimden geldi\u011fince \u0130slam\u2019\u0131 tebli\u011f etmeye \u00e7abal\u0131yordum. \u00a0 \u00a0Fakat bir m\u00fcddet sonra ya\u015f\u0131m artt\u0131k\u00e7a fark ettim ki asl\u0131nda benim de cehennemden kurtulmaya ihtiyac\u0131m var. Allah\u2019\u0131n r\u0131zas\u0131n\u0131 kazan\u0131p cehennemden kurtulmak i\u00e7in namaz k\u0131l\u0131yordum, oru\u00e7 tutuyordum, Kur\u2019an-\u0131 Kerim\u2019i okuyordum ve \u00f6\u011fretiyordum. Her zaman bir\u00e7ok sevap i\u015fliyordum ama bunlar\u0131n yan\u0131nda \u00e7ok da fazla g\u00fcnah\u0131m vard\u0131. Bu g\u00fcnahlardan kurtulmak i\u00e7in daha \u00e7ok dinime sar\u0131l\u0131yordum, bir d\u00f6nem iyi gidiyordu ama bir m\u00fcddet sonra her \u015fey daha da k\u00f6t\u00fc oluyordu. 3 y\u0131l boyunca Hristiyanlara \u0130slam\u2019\u0131 tebli\u011f etmeye devam ettikten sonra bakt\u0131m ki ger\u00e7ekten ben g\u00fcnahkar\u0131m ve cehenneme do\u011fru gidiyorum. Ebedi d\u00fcnyan\u0131n ger\u00e7ekli\u011finden o kadar \u00e7ok emindim ki bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n ge\u00e7ici olmas\u0131 her an \u00f6l\u00fcmle burun buruna gelme d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncesi beni \u00e7ok fazla korkutuyordu. Nihayetinde bug\u00fcn var yar\u0131n yokuz, kim \u00f6ld\u00fckten sonra cennete gidece\u011fini garanti edebilirdi ki? Bu y\u00fczden Allah\u2019\u0131n beni ba\u011f\u0131\u015flamas\u0131 ve cehennemden kurtar\u0131p cennete almas\u0131 i\u00e7in gece g\u00fcnd\u00fcz dualar etmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. T\u00fcm dini vecibelerime de p\u00fcr dikkat ederek ma\u011ffiret diliyordum. Lakin ben \u0130slam\u2019a sar\u0131ld\u0131k\u00e7a daha \u00e7ok batt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 hissetmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Gerek cemaatte \u00f6\u011frendiklerim, gerek camilerde \u00f6\u011fretilenler, kurtulman\u0131n ne kadar zor oldu\u011funu iyice anlamam vesile olmu\u015ftu. \u00a0 \u00a0Art\u0131k huzurumun kalmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ok net hissediyordum. \u0130\u00e7imin karanl\u0131kta kayboldu\u011funu kabullenmi\u015ftim ve g\u00fcc\u00fcm t\u00fckeniyordu. Peki, ne olacak diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm? Bu hep b\u00f6yle mi devam edecekti? Nas\u0131l kurtulaca\u011f\u0131m? Art\u0131k nefes almak bile benim i\u00e7in ac\u0131 veriyordu. Bu \u015fekilde devam edersem akl\u0131m\u0131 ka\u00e7\u0131rmaktan korkuyordum. Ama bu \u015fekilde daha fazla ya\u015fayamayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bildi\u011fim i\u00e7in intihar etmek benim i\u00e7in bir \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcm gibi g\u00f6z\u00fck\u00fcyordu ama intihar edersem ebediyen cehenneme giderim diye kendimi tutuyordum. Yine de bu ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7sel huzursuzluk ve ac\u0131larla daha ne kadar dayanabilece\u011fimi bilmiyordum. \u00a0 \u00a0Bu arada yine de kiliseye gitmeye devam ediyordum ve oradakilere \u0130slam\u2019da ne kadar huzur buldu\u011fumu anlat\u0131yordum ama eve geldi\u011fimde s\u00f6ylediklerimin ger\u00e7eklikten uzak oldu\u011funa bizzat \u015fahit oluyordum. Yine de Hristiyanlar\u0131n yan\u0131na gitti\u011fimde bana s\u00fcrekli e\u011fer Hz. \u0130sa\u2019ya iman edersem Allah\u2019\u0131n r\u0131zas\u0131n\u0131 kazanabilece\u011fimi, Hz. \u0130sa vas\u0131tas\u0131yla sonsuza dek cennete gidebilece\u011fimi s\u00f6ylemeleri beni \u00e7ok etkiliyordu. En son din ve hak dine sahip olan bizler nereye gidece\u011fimize dair bu kadar emin olamazken nas\u0131l oluyor da bu bozulmu\u015f inanca mensup olan ki\u015filer bu kadar emin konu\u015fuyorlard\u0131 diye merak ediyordum. E\u011fer Hristiyan olursam kesinlikle cennete gidemeyece\u011fimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm i\u00e7in bu davetlerini hep reddediyordum. Ama bir g\u00fcn ac\u0131lar i\u00e7inde y\u00fcr\u00fcrken daha fazla dayanamay\u0131p \u2018Kaybedecek neyim kald\u0131? Art\u0131k kurtulamayaca\u011f\u0131mdan eminim. \u015eu Hristiyanlar\u0131n \u00f6nerisini kabul edece\u011fim ve onunda i\u015fe yaramad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce bu anlams\u0131z hayat\u0131ma son verece\u011fim\u2019 diye karar verdim. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc sadece denemek istiyordum, denedikten sonra Allah\u2019tan tamamen uzakla\u015fm\u0131\u015f olacakt\u0131m ve art\u0131k ya\u015famam i\u00e7in bir neden kalmayacakt\u0131. \u00a0 \u00a0Yolda y\u00fcr\u00fcrken kendi kendime \u2018\u0130sa, seni kurtar\u0131c\u0131m olarak kabul ediyorum\u2019 dedim\u2026 Birka\u00e7 saniye sonra bir \u015feyler olmaya ba\u015flad\u0131, ne oldu\u011funu anlayamad\u0131m. O andan itibaren hayat\u0131mda o kadar \u00e7ok ihtiyac\u0131m olan huzur bir \u015felale gibi y\u00fcre\u011fime d\u00f6k\u00fclmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Sevin\u00e7le dolmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m b\u00fcy\u00fck bir hafiflik hissettim. Ne oldu\u011funu bilmiyordum ama bu hisler o kadar \u00e7ok ho\u015fuma gitmi\u015fti ki ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015fehirde saatlerce y\u00fcr\u00fcmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Gecenin bir vaktine kadar oradan oraya y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcp duruyordum ve ak\u015fam saatlerinde ya\u011fmur ya\u011fmas\u0131na ra\u011fmen bu hislerin verdi\u011fi mutlulukla y\u00fcr\u00fcmeye devam ediyordum. \u015eok ge\u00e7iriyordum. Bu nas\u0131l m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olabilir? Asla inanmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir \u015fey nas\u0131l bana bu kadar huzur verebilirdi. Akl\u0131m\u0131n kabul etmekte zorland\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir inan\u00e7 ger\u00e7ek olabilir miydi ki? Bu hissettiklerime bakarsam evet, ger\u00e7ekti ama bunu kabullenmesi zordu. Bu y\u00fczden ertesi g\u00fcn akl\u0131m y\u00fcre\u011fimle sava\u015ft\u0131 ve bu yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n sa\u00e7ma oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. Kelime-i \u015fehadet getirip hemen M\u00fcsl\u00fcman oldum. Neden bilmiyorum ama o an tekrar i\u00e7im huzursuzluk, kasavet, umutsuzluk ve karanl\u0131kla doldu. Bunlarla ba\u015f edemeyece\u011fimi hissedince hemen yine \u0130sa\u2019ya seslenip beni kurtarmas\u0131n\u0131 istedim ve yard\u0131m ister istemez y\u00fcre\u011fim tekrar sevin\u00e7 ve huzurla doldu. \u00a0 \u00a0Bu karar\u0131 vermek benim i\u00e7in \u00e7ok zordu bu y\u00fczden o g\u00fcn i\u00e7inde birka\u00e7 defa bu gitgelleri ya\u015fad\u0131m ve her seferinde ayn\u0131 \u015feyler oldu. Ertesi g\u00fcn oldu yine ayn\u0131 \u015feyleri ya\u015fad\u0131m. Sonraki g\u00fcn yine ayn\u0131 \u015feyler oldu. O hafta boyunca ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bu farkl\u0131l\u0131ktan dolay\u0131 ne yapaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilmeden kendi kendime bir M\u00fcsl\u00fcman oldum bir Hristiyan oldum. Ne ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 anlamland\u0131ramad\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7in bu ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131 gizli tutuyordum. Ta ki ablam gelip benim hakk\u0131mda bir r\u00fcya g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc s\u00f6yleyene dek. Ablam yaln\u0131z oldu\u011fum bir zamanda yan\u0131ma gelip bir r\u00fcya g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc ve bu r\u00fcyada iki tane upuzun masan\u0131n oldu\u011funu, bir\u00e7ok insan\u0131n bu masalarda oturup yemek yedi\u011fini s\u00f6yledi. Biz de aile olarak masalar\u0131n birinde otururken g\u00fcr bir sesin \u2018Hristiyanlar ve M\u00fcsl\u00fcmanlar birbirinden ayr\u0131ls\u0131n\u2019 demesinden sonra, ben ailemin yan\u0131ndan kalk\u0131p Hristiyanlar\u0131n masas\u0131na<\/p>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":2234,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-324","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-gercek-hayatlar"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/nasraniler.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/324","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/nasraniler.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/nasraniler.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nasraniler.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nasraniler.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=324"}],"version-history":[{"count":17,"href":"https:\/\/nasraniler.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/324\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2440,"href":"https:\/\/nasraniler.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/324\/revisions\/2440"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nasraniler.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/2234"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/nasraniler.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=324"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nasraniler.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=324"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nasraniler.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=324"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}